Monday, April 17, 2006

Year One

It's been one full year since I resigned. One year since:

* I had to take sleeping pills in order to get any sort of sleep.
* I took at least six Advil a day, every day, just to get through the day. (And all the lovely side effects that went along with that.)
* I had to repeat the same instructions to the same people over and over and over again because they couldn't be bothered to read/remember/write things down.
* I've had to solve the problems of other people.
* I've had a line of people with questions going out of my office while another person is asking me a question on the phone and another is asking me a question by e-mail.
* I've heard my blood thundering in my head as my blood pressure skyrocketed because of the unspeakable stupidity unveiling itself before my eyes.
* I've had to wait 12 hours to go to the damn bathroom.
* I've had an alarm clock wake me up just as I was falling asleep.
* I've encountered people who treat computers the way most people would treat an alien seed pod. (Poke it with a stick or run away screaming in terror. Or both.)

Strangely enough, I miss none of those things. I do miss some of the people, though, and I wish for them to have better luck with and/or tolerance of that place.

As for me now... I get to wake up naturally and look out at mountains. I rarely wear pants (shorts, people, shorts!), and I only get headaches once a month or so. (That's a brazillion times better than feeling like your head is in a vise every damn day.)

I wouldn't trade this year for anything. (Well, maybe a winning lottery ticket or something.)

4 comments:

Trée said...

Wontar, I admire the action you took to make a change in your life. Wishing you and Deb much happiness.

Stargazer said...

I wouldn't trade this year for anything.

Neither would I. The multiple advils on a daily basis was really worrying me. I know so many people from work didn't give a crap. There's apathy for you.

It's been a WONDERFUL year.

Wontar said...

transoptics and Trée - Thanks! If all else fails, we can go out and be coyote wranglers or something.

Stargazer - :)

Oliviah said...

Wonderful! Sounds like a great life. And how fantastic to have a reduction in headaches to ONCE A MONTH!!! Now THAT sounds heavenly!